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nbsp; 他望着卧室的灯，还没有回过神，双手攥成拳，像紧握着什么，那种被珠子塞满的感觉还在，但手心明明是空的。淡蓝色的微光透进白色窗帘，铺满整个房间，似乎已经是清晨了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+H5LqG5Lya5YS/77yM6K645YiZ55yo5LqG55yo55y8552b77yM5oWi5oWi5Z2Q6LW35p2l77yM5LuW6KeJ5b6X5aW95LiA54K55LqG77yM5LqO5piv5L6n6L+H6Lqr5omT5byA5Y+w54Gv77yM5Y675p6V5aS05LiL5pG45omL5py677yM5ZCM5pe256Kw5Yiw5LqG5LiA5Liq5Z2a56Gs55qE5Lic6KW/77yM6K645YiZ5bCG5a6D5LiA6LW35ou/5Ye65p2l44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>过了会儿，许则眨了眨眼睛，慢慢坐起来，他觉得好一点了，于是侧过身打开台灯，去枕头下摸手机，同时碰到了一个坚硬的东西，许则将它一起拿出来。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5rex6JOd6Imy55qE5Lid57uS56S855uS77yM5omT5byA77yM6YeR6Imy55qE6I2j6KqJ5b6956ug5L6d54S26Z2Z6Z2Z5Zyw6Lq65Zyo6YeM6Z2i77yM5Y+w54Gv54Gv5YWJ5Li65a6D5YaN6ZWA5LiK5LiA5bGC6YeR6buE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
深蓝色的丝绒礼盒，打开，金色的荣誉徽章依然静静地躺在里面，台灯灯光为它再镀上一层金黄。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5LiA5pe25b+Y6K6w55yL5omL5py677yM5a+5552A5b6956ug5Y+R5ZGG77yM5Y+I5oOz5Yiw5Yia5omN55qE5qKm44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
许则一时忘记看手机，对着徽章发呆，又想到刚才的梦。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5b6I6ZW/55qE5pe26Ze05LqG77yM5aW95aSa5bm077yM5LuW5oC75piv5YGa6L+Z5qC355qE5qKm77yM5oC75piv5Zyo5qKm6YeM5ZCs6KeB5L2b54+g5o6J5Zyo5Zyw5LiK55qE5aOw6Z+z77yM5LiA6L+e5Liy55qE77yM5Ly06ZqP552A55S16K+d5peg5rOV5o6l6YCa55qE5b+Z6Z+z44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
很长的时间了，好多年，他总是做这样的梦，总是在梦里听见佛珠掉在地上的声音，一连串的，伴随着电话无法接通的忙音。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qKm6YeM55qE55S76Z2i6Z2e5bi454ut56qE77yM5YOP56ys5LiA5Lq66KeG6KeS55qE5ZyG5b2i6ZWc5aS077yM6ZWc5aS05LmL5aSW6YO95piv5ryG6buR77yM5Y+q6IO955yL5Yiw5LiA5Y+q5LiN5pat5Zyo5Zyw5LiK5pG457Si552A5o2h5L2b54+g55qE5omL77yM6ICM5Y+m5LiA5Y+q5omL5o+h552A5omL5py677yM6LS05Zyo6ICz6L655LiN6IKv5pS+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
梦里的画面非常狭窄，像第一人视角的圆形镜头，镜头之外都是漆黑，只能看到一只不断在地上摸索着捡佛珠的手，而另一只手握着手机，贴在耳边不肯放。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5piv5Liq5qKm6ICM5bey77yM5Y+I5LiN5q2i5piv5qKm77yM6K645YiZ55+l6YGT5a6D5pu+57uP55yf55qE5Y+R55Sf6L+H44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
是个梦而已，又不止是梦，许则知道它曾经真的发生过。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5bCG5b6956ug5LuO55uS5a2Q6YeM5ou/6LW35p2l77yM6L276L2757+76L+H6Z2i77yM6IOM6Z2i55qE5a2X5L2T5Y2w5Yi75b6X5b6I5riF5pmw77yM6K645YiZ55qE5oyH6IW55LuO4oCY6ZmG6LWr5oms4oCZ5LiJ5Liq5a2X5LiK5bCP5b+D5Zyw5pG46L+H77yM5Ye55Ye45LiN5bmz55qE6Kem5oSf44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
他将徽章从盒子里拿起来，轻轻翻过面，背面的字体印刻得很清晰，许则的指腹从‘陆赫扬’三个字上小心地摸过，凹凸不平的触感。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aW95Yeg5aSp5LqG77yM6K645YiZ6L+Y5piv5ou/6L+Z5Liq5b6956ug5rKh5pyJ5Yqe5rOV77yM5LuW5YGa6L+H5b6I5aSa56eN5bCd6K+V77yM5pS+5Zyo5Lmm5qGM5oq95bGJ6YeM44CB5bqK5aS05p+c6YeM44CB6KGj5p+c5bqV5bGC77yM5L2G6YO96KeJ5b6X5LiN5aW944CB5LiN5ZCI6YCC77yM5pyA57uI5Yaz5a6a5pS+5Zyo5p6V5aS05LiL4oCU4oCU5pei6IO95L+d6K+B5a6D5LiN5pq06Zyy5Zyo5aSW77yM5Y+I5Y+v5Lul5b6I5pa55L6/5Zyw56Gu6K6k5a6D6L+Y5Zyo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
好几天了，许则还是拿这个徽章没有办法，他做过很多种尝试，放在书桌抽屉里、床头柜里、衣柜底层，但都觉得不好、不合适，最终决定放在枕头下——既能保证它不暴露在外，又可以很方便地确认它还在。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Y+q5piv5a6J5YWo5oCn5LiK5LiN5aSq6L6+5qCH77yM6K645YiZ5pio5aSp552h5YmN55Sa6Iez5Zyo6ICD6JmR5piv5ZCm5bqU6K+l5LiT6Zeo5Lmw5LiA5Y+q5L+d6Zmp566x5p2l5a2Y5pS+44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
只是安全性上不太达标，许则昨天睡前甚至在考虑是否应该专门买一只保险箱来存放。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5riF5qWa6Ieq5bex5pyA5bqU6K+l5YGa55qE5YW25a6e5piv5oqK5b6956ug6L+Y57uZ6ZmG6LWr5oms77yM5Zug5Li66L+Z5LiN5piv5pmu6YCa55qE57qq5b+15b6956ug44CC6ZmG6LWr5oms5b6I5aSn5Y+v6IO95piv5ou/6ZSZ5LqG77yM5Lmf6K645LuW5Y6f5pys6KaB5ou/55qE5piv5Y+v5Lul5rWB6YCa6LSp5Y2W5oiW5om56YeP6LWg6YCB55qE6YKj56eN77yM5oC75LmL5LiN5Lya5piv6L+Z5Liq44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
他清楚自己最应该做的其实是把徽章还给陆赫扬，因为这不是普通的纪念徽章。陆赫扬很大可能是拿错了，也许他原本要拿的是可以流通贩卖或批量赠送的那种，总之不会是这个。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5Lul6Iez5LqO6L+Z5Yeg5aSp6K645YiZ5q+P5qyh5Zyo5Yy76Zmi6YeM56Kw5Yiw56m/552A6K6t57uD5pyN5oiW5Yi25pyN55qE56m65Yab77yM5bCx5Lya54yc5oOz5a+55pa55piv5LiN5piv6ZmG6LWr5oms5rS+5p2l6KaB5Y+W5Zue5b6956ug55qE77yM5L2G6YO95LiN5piv44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
以至于这几天许则每次在医院里碰到穿着训练服或制服的空军，就会猜想对方是不是陆赫扬派来要取回徽章的，但都不是。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6K645YiZ5ZCI5LiK55uW5a2Q77yM5oqK5b6956ug5pS+5Zue5p6V5aS05LiL44CC5omT5byA5omL5py677yM5pe26Ze05pi+56S65LqU54K55Zub5Y2B77yM5bCG5pyq6K+75L+h5oGv6YO95rWP6KeI5LiA6YGN77yM6K645YiZ5YeG5aSH5Y675Yay5Liq5r6h44CC56uZ5Zyo5bqK6L655oOz5LqG5oOz77yM5LuW6L+Y5piv6YeN5paw5ou/6LW35omL5py677yM5YWI5omT5LqG5Liq55S16K+d44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
许则合上盖子，把徽章放回枕头下。打开手机，时间显示五点四十，将未读信息都浏览一遍，许则准备去冲个澡。站在床边想了想，他还是重新拿起手机，先打了个电话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5omL5py65Zyo5LqM5Y2B5YWs5YiG5aSW55qE5L2N572u5ZON6LW377yM5pyJ5Lq65omT55S16K+d6L+H5p2l44CC6ZmG6LWr5oms552B5byA55y877yM55y855qu5oSP5aSW55qE5rKJ6YeN77yM5Y+q6IO95oqs6LW35LiA54K554K577yM5omL5py65Lqu552A77yM6KeG57q/5Y205Y2B5YiG5qih57OK77yM55yL5LiN5riF5p2l55S15Lq655qE5ZCN5a2X44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
手机在二十公分外的位置响起，有人打电话过来。陆赫扬睁开眼，眼皮意外的沉重，只能抬起一点点，手机亮着，视线却十分模糊，看不清来电人的名字。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms6K+V5Zu+5Ly45omL5Y675ou/5omL5py677yM5L2G5rKh5pyJ5LuA5LmI5Yqb5rCU77yM5LuW5Lul5Li65b+r6KaB56Kw5Yiw5omL5py65LqG77yM5Yeg56eS5ZCO5Y+I5oSP6K+G5Yiw5YW25a6e6Ieq5bex55qE5omL6IeC57q55Lid5pyq5Yqo44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬试图伸手去拿手机，但没有什么力气，他以为快要碰到手机了，几秒后又意识到其实自己的手臂纹丝未动。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5p2l55S16ZOD5LiA55u05Zyo5ZON77yM5a+55pa55Ly85LmO5b6I5omn552A5Zyw5oOz6KaB5omT6YCa44CC6ICM6ZmG6LWr5oms5L6n5aS055yL552A5omL5py65bGP5bmV77yM5LuO5re35rKM5LiN5aCq55qE6KeG6YeO6YeM77yM6ZqQ57qm5YiG6L6o5Ye65ZCN5a2X5bqU6K+l5piv5Lik5Liq5a2X44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
来电铃一直在响，对方似乎很执着地想要打通。而陆赫扬侧头看着手机屏幕，从混沌不堪的视野里，隐约分辨出名字应该是两个字。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5oOz6KaB5YaN55yL5riF5qWa5LiA54K577yM5omL5py66ZOD5aOw5Y205YCP5Zyw5YGc5q2i77yM5ZGo5Zu05Y+Y5b6X56m65pe36ICM5a+C6Z2Z77yM6ZmG6LWr5oms552B5byA55y844CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
他想要再看清楚一点，手机铃声却倏地停止，周围变得空旷而寂静，陆赫扬睁开眼。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aKZ77yM54Gv77yM56qX5biY77yM6YO95b6I5riF5pmw44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
墙，灯，窗帘，都很清晰。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ZmG6LWr5oms6L2s6L+H5aS077yM55yL5Yiw5LqM5Y2B5YWs5YiG5aSW5bm25rKh5pyJ5omL5py677yM5piv56m655qE44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
陆赫扬转过头，看到二十公分外并没有手机，是空的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Z2Q6LW36Lqr77yM5aSq6Ziz56m06ZqQ6ZqQ5L2c55eb44CC6ZmG6LWr5oms5bey57uP5Lmg5oOv5aSn6ISR5YG25bCU5Ye6546w55qE6L+Z56eN55a855eb77yM5bCx5YOP5Lmg5oOv6YKj5Liq6Zq+6Kej55qE5qKm44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>
他坐起身，太阳穴隐隐作痛。陆赫扬已经习惯大脑偶尔出现的这种疼痛，就像习惯那个难解的梦。